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most days lately, i've felt kind of unmotivated, which isn't great considering i have weekday expectations to meet and all. it's like i tell myself i'm gonna focus and hunker down on my most imperative tasks, but then i end up just spacing out or picking at something even when i've put all of my distractions away. super frustrating tbh. i think waking up earlier helps me feel better, but i also want to make sure i get enough sleep rather than run on low batteries all day.

well, at least i have something to look forward to; next week, i'm going to see a re-screening of spirited away at the movie theater so that should be nice. i've only ever seen it on a tv, so it'll be cool to see it in an ideal setting on the big screen. i just hope i don't see anyone i know there when i go, because i don't know if i'll be up for small talk and catching up and all that <__>