new year once again
Jan. 4th, 2022 03:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ribonit feels weird to officially be in 2022. as in, that number is so high. how did we get here. it feels wrong. are you sure we didn't miscalculate.
lately, i've been in my head a lot mulling over my past, which is honestly annoying... because why am i even bothering. i can't return to the last decade and undo my actions, fix my wrongs, stop my dumb younger self. i just need to take my numerous Ls, accept what happened, and move on. alas, the brain says, no, i don't think i will. at least i actually have therapy scheduled to start up soon so hopefully i can actually Do Something About It and start to cope better if i'm lucky.
on a more lighthearted note, we got our first snowfall of the year and it's beautiful, serene, peaceful. i really do love snow - when i'm not obligated to go anywhere, that is. i hope it's not the only snowfall we'll get this year. maybe i'm misremembering, but i feel like my area has been lacking in snowfall in the more recent years, so i'm happy that there is some progress towards my personal snowfall quota. ramp those numbers up, please.
lately, i've been in my head a lot mulling over my past, which is honestly annoying... because why am i even bothering. i can't return to the last decade and undo my actions, fix my wrongs, stop my dumb younger self. i just need to take my numerous Ls, accept what happened, and move on. alas, the brain says, no, i don't think i will. at least i actually have therapy scheduled to start up soon so hopefully i can actually Do Something About It and start to cope better if i'm lucky.
on a more lighthearted note, we got our first snowfall of the year and it's beautiful, serene, peaceful. i really do love snow - when i'm not obligated to go anywhere, that is. i hope it's not the only snowfall we'll get this year. maybe i'm misremembering, but i feel like my area has been lacking in snowfall in the more recent years, so i'm happy that there is some progress towards my personal snowfall quota. ramp those numbers up, please.
